It's a strange load to carry Hear a dog whistle, maybe it's calling me home To the heart of my mortal wound And it's true what they said about me I'm a tattered flag, waving dirty and holy and prude Could those words sound the same to you I'm alright; I am Just the tide's gone still and I'm left waiting for something to happen For anything to happen; For good things to happen Emotional resistance I don't feel pain, just remnants of my past They're a friend I afford myself Love like that you just remember Though you try so hard to close it; to end it; to heal It will steal from you end to end I'm alright; I am Just the tide's gone still and I'm left waiting for something to happen For anything to happen; For good things to happen It's a wide open winter And its muted deafness Will break you will bind you will kill the mood I'm alright; I am Just the tide's gone still and I'm left waiting for something to happen For anything to happen To hear someone's laughter To run, only faster For paper or plastic; a natural disaster; a ride in a casket; a free colored napkin A home on the east side, and people to call my own A bike with a basket; a ball and a racquet The new and old testaments with all the condiments A summertime cannonball; Lady Godiva on a certified ferris wheel Just tell me how you feel; just tell me how you feel Just tell me how Signed, your local suffragette; woman of eloquence Strictly monogamous; live at the high school dance Life is a party don't you want to be part of it? Don't you want to be part of it?