Friday in neon
The girl to the left of me's jaded
She can't feel her face
I'm on the roof
Way too sober for this conversation
Can you give me some space?
My best friend's acting a fool she's had too much to drink
Mmm
Her visions blurred she thinks that he's been staring at her
But he's looking at me
The guy that she's here for's a drag
Feeling me up when she turns her back
I kissed a boy and he tasted like cig
Everything happened so quick
I don't remember his name
Or even the reason I came
I'll never see him again
Can't say I'm proud but I did what I did
2am phone calls
You're still on my speed dial I hate it
But are you still up
Talkin' in the other room
So she won't hear you saying
That she's not enough
Truth is I just want attention I'm not still attached
Mmm
But if you wanna tell me I'm the best that you had
I'm cool with that
I'm showing up at your house
You know I shouldn't come out
I blame the past, I'm blame the night
For making me think this was right
Screw all the feelings I just
Wanna be feeling your touch
I'm kinda lonely I'm kinda lit
Can't say I'm proud but I did what I did
I'm not normally this unholy
My priorities are abnormally
Disproportionally filled with uncertainty
Take my mentality give me morality