To love you like that wasn't easy
So bad like the reason
You had it in front of my face
Staring me down like it's simple
Or experimental
To blow it all up in a day
I'm so scared to be lonely
I'm sharing it only 'cause
Honesty's supposed to stick out
There's no choice that you left me
You already set me down
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I turned a year older today
And I missed you, don't say that you
Focus hard where it all ends
Making amends when you're angry
Don't come just innately
I know it's so hard to pretend
But I'm new to this place
Where it burns and I brace
For the fall out to stay unresolved
There's no feeling you left me
You already have them all
'Cause I couldn't stand to see you leave
But you wanna walk on ground without me
I'm not gonna make it hard on you
Although I want to 'cause
You gave the reasoning
Looked like an easy thing for you
Now I'm just standing still
Don't know what else I could do
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I thought through the last conversation
That planned explanation
I just wanna see what you see
But I'm missing it dear
And the view from down here
Don't bring anymore clarity
I'm still new to this place
Where my words fall away
From the second I stare at the phone
I know just what you left me
But I don't want to be alone
I couldn't stand to see you leave
But you wanna walk on ground without me
I'm not gonna make it hard on you
Although I want to 'cause
You gave the reasoning
Looked like an easy thing for you
And now I'm just standing still
Don't know what else I could do
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