Sucking on ice Cherry flavored vice in the backyard She goes home in her mom's car Cutting my hair Growing a pair like you taught me Hide and go seek Learning to speak in my own terms I think I've found the right words I'm afraid of the future and paranoia's growing stronger We're all so well rehearsed I think you wanna live longer I don't know why I can't express it in my voice I'm scared of all the noise I'm scared of all the noise Yeah you You really got me You I think you really got me Sucking on ice Cherry flavored vice in the backyard She goes home in her mom's car Cutting my hair Growing a pair like you taught me Hide and go seek Learning to speak in my own terms I think I've found the right words I'm afraid of the future and paranoia's growing stronger We're all so well rehearsed I think you wanna live longer I don't know why I can't express it in my voice I'm scared of all the noise I'm scared of all the noise Yeah you You really got me Yeah you I think you really got me There's so much hate flying around There's so much bad energy flying around right now And I was presented a situation in which I could feel very hurt, or very replaced, or something And instead I just realized that love is True love is wanting the person that you love to be happy Wether you have something to do with it or not