I don't wanna eat
I feel all these habits come back every time that you speak
Your mouth is a weapon and now I don't know how to sleep
I hate me for how much I need you to need me
You say at twenty-five
All guys think about fucking other women
So why am I so surprised
You don't want only me when we are together
Maybe it's how when I say sorry
You look away
No conversation more important
Than calls you take
I'm no good at learning from lessons
Right in my face
I hate that no matter how you hurt me
I know I'll stay
You're taking the car
A runaway kid with a tourniquet tied to your heart
I wish I could be the one thing that would help you start over
If you were a rocket then I'd be your stars
You tell me all the time
How you aren't afraid of anything
I don't mean to call you out but, baby,
You're afraid of feeling things, feeling things
Maybe that's why when I say sorry
You look away
No conversation more important
Than calls you take
I'm no good at learning from lessons
Right in my face
I hate that no matter how you hurt me
I know I'll stay
I wonder if you've gotta lose me to know you want me
Realize it when you're taking new women out for coffee
Think of the times that I held you when you were down
Baby, I don't wanna lose you, I don't know how
I don't know how
And you'll regret when I said sorry
You looked away
No conversation more important
Than calls you'd take
I'm learning to learn from
The lessons right in my face
I hate that for all the times you hurt me
I couldn't stay
I couldn't stay
I hate that for all the times you hurt me
I couldn't stay
I couldn't stay