I hope you have a lighter, I need to calm down I've spent long nights wandering in my head Believe me, I don't want to fight I tried my best to take it easy Even if I need to get my hands a little dirty Those long hours in the trenches No fancy dances, just dirty pants It's horrible to find yourself trapped in that cage This shit looks like a bad theater act 'Cause I was a prisoner of my own mind A prisoner of my own mind If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one Doesn't really feel like one Criticized for not being able to let go But when I do I'm back at it I'm back in the same state of mind Crazily glued to those dark feelings I find To be honest, quite attractive They make it all feel so real, I'm blind Oh dear, I'm full of it That weird substance, it's filled with contradiction I go through every day lacking conviction I'm getting closer to eviction I did stop caring for the others If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one Doesn't really feel like one If it feels like a dream? Doesn't really feel like one Doesn't really feel like one