And though I wanted you Couldn't always have it all Now some old friends are gone Couldn't always help them all When I fell down I only wanted you to lift me up But I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders Now that I'm older I look back at the way I was Being younger I thought that I could rule the world I lost you when I knew I'd lost myself In time I'll find other ways And while you slept I fought all the roaring cries of battle I tore out all of the Earth's grass 'till my cardiac had passed And I knew then There Was No Love Left In Me And then came a world of tears Now that I'm older I look back at the way I was Being younger I thought that I could rule the world I lost you when I knew I'd lost myself In time I'll find other ways