I cross my heart every night I pray to god, every time I think bad thoughts And i feel insecure with it all I played my part in the lies Fate read my palm, every line Heroine or villian I push all my thoughts to the To the back to the back of my mind I keep it there, keep it out of sight To the back to the back of my mind Until i feel my head spinning The Dark Below The pressure from the undertow The words are written on the wall But i take my time I found my dark, in the light I gave my last shred of time Counting my lost lover Drowning in lost troubles I said goodbye to it all I made you cry doubled down Heroine all villain I push all my thoughts to the To the back to the back of my mind I keep it there, keep it out of sight To the back to the back of my mind Until i feel my head spinning