I'm not afraid I know I'm not to blame. I'm wide awake all I seem to feel is shame. Can't take the place so I leave it off again. I"m feeling sick low down all I need is a friend. I'm not scared I'm just afraid. I feel it coming down like a blade. And in my eyes I feel that change It comes too slow leaving me deranged I'm not afraid though I feel it coming in. In stares of silence I begin to spin. Cant you admit that I need some kind of help. And though I slip it's the life that I have dealt. I'm not scared I'm just alone Its not the same when nobody's home. It can be weird and it can be strange When no one is asking whether you're the same. In that pale silver lining Comes up to you and then its binding. I'm not scared I'm just alone Of these simple truths that leave me to roam.