The buzz of 2007 lingering Staring through the wind blinds at the day sky beginning to fade It's here when I envision the essence of someone broken and new to adulthood I can even see it in myself A rainy day at the busy mall in the food court At a big glass wall I feel, so comforting Buzzing how I heard it in my aunt's house I want to be it How can it hit so deeply I feel my heart sink for a moment And my breath slows, longing for that day I want to be it The muffled buzzing, so comforting as day fades 2006 gloom of Pennsylvania In a less populated, high altitude town A small grassy backyard with a yellow slide Leaving in a silver 2001 Chevy Cavalier On a long road with relatively open grassy land on either side Orange sunlight hitting the yellow signs Right where it belongs And through the mountainous roads, I feel it gloom I can never go back And time is no longer meaningless