Maybe I'm right when I say that love is only lust in disguise
And the romance is nothing but plastic, replaceable like it's a fashion trend
I know that it's not something you want to admit
And we all would love if it could be what we envisioned when we all were kids
If you worry bout the past, you'll never be present
Just walk forward, breathe and learn the new methods
Pop the red pill, just expect the worst outcome
Reality can't always be what we asked for
I had a conflict, had to stop it, I ran in some circles got nauseous
I found my way out of the moshpit
The blood on my lip tells the story of it all
It all went south when I put someone before me
Just don't cry about it now cause tomorrow's not guaranteed
Caution to the wind, no feathers
I burned that stupid letter
I did some things I regret, and I'm shameful that I did
But it's over with and done
So all I can do is run with the knowledge that I've gained and illuminate more than ever
Nine lives waste away so easily, don't let it
I haven't seen you happy in a minute
I wrote this for myself, I just hope I don't forget it
I've been drunk way too much, sober too little
I can now see everything at once