I'm not the same person that I was before I had a girl that loved me more than anything But I destroyed it cause of problems I chose to ignore She completed me, that piece is now missing I know that I'm not worthy of her anymore I still love that girl to death, but her feelings have all but left And it still hurts me to my core I made a mistake, I made a mistake, yeah I can never take it back, but I regret the break-ups I know I won't get that lucky twice so I stay stuck Tellin' me you want me dead, thin line between hate and love Every time I get to talk to you, you never say much I keep making songs about you cause you're all I think about Wish I could go back in time and choose a different route You said you never loved somebody so much, I don't feel it now Cause I'm the only one that's fightin' for it, baby hear me out I made mistakes, people fuck up every now and then But look at how I'm trynna make it right to see you smile again Pour my heart into a text, I can't see you in the flesh I'm a mess, I confess, but I loved you nonetheless I'm not perfect, but I shoulda been what you deserve Never meant to ruin you, I had to fuck it up to learn I know I'm gettin' on your nerves, tryin' only made it worse I know I gotta let you go, even if it hurts I don't wanna miss you I don't wanna miss you anymore I know I got issues But I'm tired of seeing all these empty bottles on the floor Now my heart is damaged, hmm I hurt you and I hurt myself I don't know if I can manage I want you happy, but not with someone else I don't wanna miss you, hmmm I don't wanna miss you anymore I know I got issues But I'm tired of seeing all these empty bottles on the floor Now my heart is damaged, hmm I hurt you and I hurt myself I don't know if I can manage I want you happy, but not with someone else