I feel so numb, blank face, no emotion Can't talk about it, I break down, I asked mom to hold my gun Never been in such a dark place, didn't wanna end it, but I can't run Never meant to ruin everything, it was my mistake, I lost my one, aye I just wanted all the pain gone, pills are appetizing so I try some Instantly regret, I throw 'em up I just cannot take you hating me, I hate myself enough, aye My life is shit without your love, ayeee If you have a change of heart, run into my arms I know I hurt you, broke the skin, it left you scarred I left you for someone else, I never knew we'd drift apart Now I'm in this life alone, even in my dreams you're gone If you have a change of heart, run into my arms I know I hurt you, broke the skin, it left you scarred I left you for someone else, I never knew we'd drift apart I'm in this life alone If you have a change of heart, run into my arms I know I hurt you, broke the skin, it left you scarred I left you for someone else, I never knew we'd drift apart