Aye
Lemme try again, I'll be different
Nothin' is the same, you're so distant now
I wanna spend time every Christmas
The love I want again is on my wish list now
Speakin' from my soul, do you listen
Pain and regret screamin' in my head so loud
I hurt myself now I'm sippin'
But I might end it all if I don't let this out
Where'd you go
Killin' myself, I was holdin' on to hope, I tried to let you know
I hurt you too many times, this time would be different
I'd never hurt you again, you don't see a difference though
It's all my fault
I gave her everything I shoulda gave you from the start
Never thought I'd see you walk
Had to cut ties, it was too difficult
No longer what you want, all I ever wanted to do was talk
I just wanted you around, but I never put you first
I was insecure, it pissed you off, I only made it worse
You say we don't get along, I say we can make it work
I was terrified of losing you, I did and now it hurts
I don't wanna die alone, I don't
Baby lemme try again, you won't
Prolly thinkin' this the same song and dance
If I'm honest with myself, I don't deserve another chance
Lemme try again, I'll be different
Nothing is the same, you're so distant now
I wanna spend time every Christmas
The love I want again is on my wish list now
Speakin' from my soul, do you listen
Pain and regret screaming in my head so loud
I hurt myself now I'm sippin'
And I might end it all if I don't
Ayyeee
Lemme try again, I'll be different
Nothing is the same, you're so distant now
I wanna spend time every Christmas
The love I want again is on my wish list now
Speakin' from my soul, do you listen
Pain and regret screaming in my head so loud
I hurt myself now I'm sippin'
But I might end it all if I don't let this out
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, I might end it all if I don't let this out
Lemme try again, I'll be different
Nothing is the same, you're so distant now
I wanna spend time every Christmas
The love I want again is on my wish list now
Speakin' from my soul, do you listen
Pain and regret screaming in my head so loud
I hurt myself now I'm sippin'
I might end it all if I don't