Time and money spent on things I thought would take the pain away
Never took it away at all
Now I'm in my thoughts, cruisin on the interstate
Pedal to metal, I'm finna hit a wall
My emotion distracts me from my goals
Can't fall in love, don't wanna get involved
Let my demons get passed me, now I'm ghost
How I deal with depression don't ever say I'm wrong
I hurt the one that loved me, she gone
Keep your head up, be strong, aye
She don't love me no more, my fault
She been hurt for too long
Lookin at myself in the mirror, I hate me, so much pain in my songs
Ugly reflection from my perspective, I'm still accepting my flaws, aye
It's painted on my face, I can't pretend
Aye
You put me in my place, I made my bed
Aye
It's painted on my face, I can't pretend
Aye
You put me in my place, I made my bed
Aye
It's painted on my face, I can't pretend
Yeah
This liquor is not my friend
But I bury myself in this bottle, I'm hollow
I'll never see her again
Reminiscing on everything we did together
I left you in Maryland
I wanna reach out, but I'm hesitant
My life is full of sin, don't believe in him
Rehabilitation for that situation of heroin
Picture me in the rain, ayye
My definition of pain
Is not being able to feel anything, ayyee
I learned my lesson, my mind is a weapon
I promise I'll make a change
I want her to look down on me and see the greatness
It's gon' happen any day
Her death won't be in vain, ah ahh
It's painted on my face, I can't pretend
Aye
You put me in my place, I made my bed
Aye
It's painted on my face, I can't pretend
Aye
You put me in my place, I made my bed