Yeah I remember when I first met you Yeah I never thought that I would forget you Never thought that I would ever upset you When I never thought that I would ever regret you Times change and my mind changed Can't get you out of my brain like a migraine I really risked it all when the time came All this shit had to hit me like a migraine I don't know if I can call it my pain All these problems just compressing like a sidechain Find fame, that's the only way that I can hide shame Swimming in this feeling Can't remember when the tides change Used to be the THC Like the greenest weed Anyone could ever fuckin breathe I can feel the breeze See the wind, see it through the trees See it through the leaves, need to leave Can somebody please just throw me the keys? (I love you) And now you're really just my withdrawal Man, I really only hit you when this shit falls I know your phone number more than your name Music's the one thing that covers me like a porch in the rain To me, you really are just a force I contain Source of my pain, that's the only thing that can corner the flame So why did I do this shit for you? Man it's holdin' me sane Can't get you out of my brain like a horrible stain I remember when I first met you Yeah I never thought that I would forget you Never thought that I would ever upset you When I never thought that I would ever regret you Yeah times change and my mind changed Can't get you out of my brain like a migraine I really risked it all when the time came All this shit had to hit me like a migraine Should have never let a girl Representin' everything I hate about the world Come up in my life and flip it straight into reverse You was tryin' to make it hard I was tryin' to make it work That's a first and a last Homie told me "Focus, leave the drama in the past" Let it pass, hurt People hurt people, true Funny how the lies lead to truth When it's over, I ain't over you And I ain't sober, know you rollin' too Love don't just get up and go Feelin's always here to taunt I've been tryin to let it go Waitin for a text that I don't even want I can't even front I would probably say "I'm down" If shawty hit me with the "We should chill" If shawty hit me with the "Are you down?" (Think of it like the Holocaust) (Never again, alright?) (That is what got us here in the first place) ♪ Yeah There's a reason these cliches exist I keep trying to forget My mind replays this kiss Ah, fuck I don't mean to delay my bliss I been all over the mix And now she takes a sip Then we take it in See my seat change and shift It's a weekday and I got so much sleep Caving in And now I really can't tell if this a Dream state, I'm in If it is, I wake up depressed That my dream days are missed I'm telling myself "Please don't let this be fake, I'll trip" I told her "Pinch me if it's real," And then she came to pinch And as she made her way close to me Hey I flinch Switched and all this disappeared into remains I drifted away