It doesn't get better I always thought that it would I asked my parents If they thought I was good I don't know now I don't know anymore I used to think that I did Now it feels like I'm out of my mind And so it goes Lost myself, lost control Should probably go back to what I know I'm goin' home I could paint a picture Catch an image in time A moody purple Drippin' paint down the sides I'll stay distracted I'll keep myself awake tonight Forgot to water the plants again Forgot to take care of all that is mine And so it goes Lost myself, lost control Should probably go back to what I know I'm goin' home