Am I a child or am I a thief I'm not sure what to be I change and grow but still I know You love both equally Is there a fix for my disease A new life isn't cheap You've given yours but I'm still slipping In and out of dreams When I hear your voice Suddenly I forget how to move Your words are sleek, each time you speak They cut me through and through When I make the choice I can't help thinking all of this was you Reassure me that the door we opened was the proof Have I forgotten how to breathe Or did I down all your trees The air is thick with broken brick And bell tolls on the breeze And I know that you are calling me My name sounds bittersweet I'm so afraid to fight this fray But calm sounds worse to me My eyes are open wide But I can't see the light you said would be I'm sitting still and waiting till You kill my will to flee Stuck in a rolling tide The sun comes crashing over everything With blindness bound I've only found I'm terrified to see Am I a child or am I a thief Is there an in between Or am I cursed to write this verse With no hope for relief You whisper, "You are not your deeds; I'll have you if I please Once heavy chest, receive your rest Young blood is all you need."