I sailed forever, I sailed so far, and now I know just what the consequences are I laughed out loudly, while I cried inside But I didn't have the streigth to say enough of this ride Like a fool - I believed in a miracle I wanted to forget, of what I'm not sure But I found an answer - it seemed to be a perfect cure Controlled my actions, controlled my thoughts Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot - like a fool I believed in the miracle Twisted and I'm running - freezed then I'm burning Laughing then I'm crying - am I living or am I dying Swearing then I'm praying - don't even know what I'm saying Happy then so sad - forgiven then so mad Do you still, do you still believe, do you still believe in, do you still believe in miracles? Pushing then pulling - who am I fooling A friend then a foe - do I really even know? Love and then hate Peace then at war - but what am I fighting for And you always try to Keep me - oh so sleepy So I can't realise - that it's all lies And the more it takes hold on me - the less chance that I'll ever be free And even though I don't believe - it's so hard to leave - a miracle - a miracle Waiting - always hesitating - for the perfect day - that day was yesterday And the more you're gonna wait - the more of chance that it will be too late How can you afford to wait, you just can't afford to wait I shed a tear I won't deny it, but just one tear and I already cried it And now you'll see me cry no more, don't even know what I was crying for