Hundred blunts in my lungs and I'm numb
I been running with the Devil and the rest, I'm running from
And I'm building a militia off the back of my tongue
Got me pulling up on God, tell him watch what I become
And I wanna be the one to fuck the world and kill the curse
But the hurt superfluous
The mental's in the dirt
From birth to urn
I got a battle for a church to burn
I'm going nowhere so I paddle in the surf to turn
Into the cattle, I was birthed to return
To greener pasture, ever after but I happily spurn
The population
Cop a spaceship
Say goodbye to the Earth
No trace but the flame on the turf
I've been searching for a way out of this existence of mine
Life goes fast, the blink of an eye, don't you fucking waste my time
Earth don't owe you a thing but a hole to lay in when you die
They keep saying one day at a time but now my patience is running dry
Tell me why
These battles always happen
Inside of my mind
I keep pretending I'm doing fine
Today I found my friends
We talk of death inside my head
I've been close to the edge
Far too long, think it's time I leapt
Fragments of happiness disintegrate where my feet bled
Oh, how my angels wept as the infernal fire swept
Throughout these catacombs, where my last shred of hope was kept
Now there is nothing left, it's all just one big fucking mess
Everyday I'ma fucking wreck
Not a single card inside of my deck
That isn't stacked against me
Feel like I'm on a tightrope and fencing my shadow clone
One slip up and I fall a thousand feet below
Into the jaws of Hell, I am swallowed whole
Rise out my coffin next day in the morn
Tell my dead opps sayonara, adios
Numb$kull, Shade, and Coaast
We the ghosts wit' the most
Come join us in the afterlife, we make ya souls float
Reaper in the dead of night, I'm knockin' at ya door
Let the blood flow 'round my castle like a moat
Black Phillip, I am the mothafuckin' GOAT
Life keeps on beating me down
Into a person I don't wanna be
Unfortunately, it's all that I will ever be
I calculated the fallacy
The only truth I found is in the pain we all carry
Wondering how the brain inside of me has become my enemy