Dreamt-up answers kept turning into nightmares Chasing myself on a merry-go-round Roller-coaster spiral down darkness The burden of proof weighing heavier still Without this change in mind I nearly lost it all Lost the will to fight and get up after a fall I would not intervene I thought that it would pass I shattered the dream and broke my world of glass The past it hunts me like a forever now Holding the future at bay Nightmares roaming the streets in my mind Keeping the dreams away The life I want was pushing me on The one to forget holding me down Like a lighthouse at night The past it burns me like a forever now Like a new dawn on the horizon See the light at the edge Just as I tried to rise to my feet For my salvation to meet The light it shines just like a mirror It comes from deep within Pick myself up and just look around I recognize the light I found