I want to show them all The ones that make me feel so small Show them all exactly what I'm worth. I cannot take it all The hole in me just burns like hell Finally I see my own self worth. And it's not fair And it's really not my fault And it never is But I just... Blame, blame, blame myself! I want to show them all The ones that told me I would fall See my name in lights when I'm a star. This girl in me is self destructive at her best I am my own worst enemy, I've got my gun against her chest And it's not fair And it's really not my fault And it never is But I just... Blame, blame, blame myself! Oh, I swore I would never be a nice girl Not anymore... you're hurting me The world just acts so numb You see, close your eyes and maybe you'll see more Than me the girl, the she, the rage! And it's not fair And it's really not my fault And it never is But I just... Blame, blame, blame myself!