I know what it feels like to be left on your own
To want to end it all and end the pain you've shown
I know that you feel like it's all your fault
But it's mine, you know?
I never thought I'd be the same
I cried for weeks, I felt the blame
I'm getting worse and you don't know
But I'm not angry anymore
I hate myself, I hate you too
I don't know what I did to you?
I'm giving up, I'm letting go
Nevermind, you'll never know
I need you in this moment but you left me all alone
I'm just sitting and waiting by the telephone
It's not like you're dead and it's not like you're dying
But when you told me you loved me, I knew you were lying
I know what it feels like to be left on your own
To want to end it all and end the pain you've shown
I know that you feel like it's all your fault
But it's mine, you know?
You sat at the end of my bed
I'll never forget what you said
You told me you were nothing
And you were better off dead
You said you wanted to try again
Just like your son jumping in front of that train
I saw it, I saw the pain in your face
It only gets worse, it doesn't go away
I can hear you crying and I'm sorry that it hurts
But you can't hear me crying because it's hidden in my shirt
You can't hurt me anymore, I already hurt myself
And I still feel like I'm nothing without you
I gave up on you when you gave up on me
I gave up on you when you gave up on me
I gave up on you when you gave up on me
I lost hope, I let go
I would give up on me too
I gave up on you when you gave up on me
You made me think it was all my fault
You've broken me, you broke my heart
You told me you tried, you told me you'd end it
You told me you loved me and I'd never forget it
You made me think it was all my fault
You've broken me, you broke my heart
You told me you tried, you told me you'd end it
You told me you loved me and I'd never forget it
I'll never forget it
And I'll never forgive you
You're killing me
You've killed yourself
You've killed yourself