I spent the evening talking myself down From the shelf you put me on I spent a month going over things Somehow I still chose wrong Got a good thing going Afraid I'm gonna smother it Bite my tongue too often Get a hold of yourself Should have seen this coming Should have seen it coming It's been a few days since I've thought about it, think I'm finally moving on It snowed the day I flew home for christmas Sitting in the kitchen unpacked it all Gut and splay me open I wanted honesty In thinking it over Spiral violently I didn't see it coming I never see it coming I have that dream a lot Where I kill myself for art Never pull it off Wake just before the drop Just before the drop I don't see it coming Never see it coming You should have seen this coming I don't see it coming