I woke up today, I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend, that's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah, I'm free, at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost
I got no places to be, I got no people to see
I had my heart on my sleeve, until she broke it in three
And then I locked it away, and then I threw out the key
And now I'm scared to say hey, 'cause I'll be sad if they leave
And I got my issues with commitment and not just with women
I gotta think a hundred minutes 'fore I make a decision
I got to figure out my limits 'fore I say that I give in
I gotta really go the distance 'fore I say that I'm driven
They say I'm lucky I'm winnin' but if they saw the beginnin'
They'd know that luck is just a piece of it, the rest is ambition
My brother, he heard me singin' he said that I shouldn't quit it
'Cause at the start I sounded bad, man, I'm so glad I persisted
And now my dream's what I'm livin', but it's never enough
Every time I reach the top, they keep movin' it up
And I really wanna talk, but then who can I trust?
Yeah, yeah, oh
I woke up today, I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend, that's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah, I'm free, at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost
I can't relate to anybody, so then why would we talk?
I'm sorry, I don't wanna hear about your party and shots
I'm sorry that you live in fear when all I hear is applause
I'm sorry that I'm over here and on my way to the top
I think I'd rather be alone, never leave my home
No, I'm not invited so no need to check my phone
I'd be fine up on an island, if the jet, I'm flyin' private
Never cryin', I'd be lyin' if I said that
But I don't know the point of money if I don't have anybody
If I spend it on the memory, well then maybe they would love me
If I went and bought a Bentley, would the women think I'm friendly?
Or would anybody care at all? (I have no friends)
I woke up today, I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend, that's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah, I'm free, at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost