The day I turned 20
I felt like all my dreams were dying slowly
I'm waking up restless
And it's kinda funny
The lengths that I go to in order to measure each moment
Make the most of the day
I'm a little too cautious, saying
"Make a ripple just careful they ain't waves"
(Careful they ain't waves)
Can't disrupt this place
But aren't you bored of it
Am I gonna spend every minute tryna save some precious time
(Save some precious time)
Oh
Leave the light on
When you're gone
And I'll be lying here with eyes glued to my phone
'Cause I ain't sleeping
When I'm alone
Can someone tell me I'll be fine
'Cause right now I don't really know
I don't wanna die but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time
And I seek out comfort
But only for long enough to know my life's still worth something
A sunset escape
'Cause you tell me "Stop running"
Stop running babe, but I
I gotta catch up the future is minutes away
Oh, tell me I'm okay
I swear I'll
I'll leave the light on
(Leave the light on baby)
When you're gone
So sick of going out but sick of staying home
(I'm so sick of it all)
'Cause I ain't sleeping
When I'm all alone
When you tell me I'll be fine
That's the only time I really know
I don't wanna die but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time
I live for the feeling
Praying to gods in our minds
Getting high as the ceiling
Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing
Chemicals rush to our heads
I used to wanna be dead
Now I forget
Can I just vent, baby
I don't wanna die but I won't lie
I'm not having the best night
This shit keeps my head so busy
Wondering if we wasted time
I don't wanna die but I won't lie
(Praying to gods in our minds getting high as the ceiling)
I'm not having the best night
(Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing)
This shit keeps my head so busy
(I used to wanna be dead now I live for the feeling)
(I rise with the morning)
Wondering if we wasted time
(And fall with the evening, yeah)