I'm angry and tired
I'm lonely and scared
Thought alcohol would heal my pain
I tried to pray but it was all in vain
Inserting what keeps me empty
Inserting what keeps me numb
I thought she would always love me
All she did was run
She knew I'd die
She knew I'd die
But she won't talk about
How she could save me
I told you I could no longer be afraid
To be alone in the dark
My mind was made to be split in two
I still crave the idea of you
I'm sorry I blacked out again
Don't remember what I said
This is the last time, I swear
I'll leave you alone
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What will you think of me?
What will you think of me now?
Of me now?
Can you save me?
Will you save me now?
Now
I was alone when the light came
And I knew where he'd send me for all my shame
There was nothing in his eyes as he threw me below
I was born with more sorrow than you'll ever know
So can you blame me for
Cutting it, cutting it short?
Won't be a surprise the day that I die
It's all in my mind, so there's nowhere to hide