I'm angry and tired I'm lonely and scared Thought alcohol would heal my pain I tried to pray but it was all in vain Inserting what keeps me empty Inserting what keeps me numb I thought she would always love me All she did was run She knew I'd die She knew I'd die But she won't talk about How she could save me I told you I could no longer be afraid To be alone in the dark My mind was made to be split in two I still crave the idea of you I'm sorry I blacked out again Don't remember what I said This is the last time, I swear I'll leave you alone ♪ What will you think of me? What will you think of me now? Of me now? Can you save me? Will you save me now? Now I was alone when the light came And I knew where he'd send me for all my shame There was nothing in his eyes as he threw me below I was born with more sorrow than you'll ever know So can you blame me for Cutting it, cutting it short? Won't be a surprise the day that I die It's all in my mind, so there's nowhere to hide