Watch me bloom My heartbeat, it fills the room and my My veins are tight I catch my breath, I can't sleep at night 'Cause I get lost In all this negative space Me and my ghost We're back to back when we're face to face It's almost dawn These hummingbirds, they all sing along to Silent laments Their chorus lines like hearts mate 'cause I can't find A reason to believe And all this noise, it's like a Part of me, part of me, part of me Falling out of grace And falling into life If you turn time, yeah, I might twist the knife But you're not there And you won't leave My agony and your ecstasy And I'm falling into flesh And falling out of death If you've got time, yeah, then I'll manifest the rest But you're not there And you won't see I'll mutilate my destiny Have no fear You're at the helm and you've got to steer Just stay the course And brace yourself in this torrential force Keep your faith There's nowhere left to run Hold your ground and wait for dawn to come I'm on my knees I'm losing track of day and night and I try to see I'm blinded by this spatial light And I can't see Any seraphim here If there's no demons then there's nothing left to fear This absolution Through genuflection And solitude For my abreactions I've made a change I'm not just a man I'm a cause to an effect Stop canonizing And exercising This Venus fire Is rectifying I made a ridge I'm not just a lamb Of the old me, nothing left Falling out of grace And falling into life If you turn time, yeah, I might twist the knife But you're not there And you won't leave My agony and your ecstasy And I'm falling into flesh And falling out of death If you've got time, yeah, then I'll manifest the rest But you're not there And you won't see I'll mutilate my destiny