I cannot find a way to say how it felt But it changed me I know it broke a part of me And I haven't found all of the pieces Misery surpasses disarray I find it harder every day Tortured by feelings I can't erase But I will never forget your face I still have your voice inside my head But all of the words escape me It's been so long since I've seen you And I think that's what hurts me the most It doesn't matter if she was at peace in her sleep She didn't owe you anything You coward, how fucking dare you I've had enough Misery surpasses disarray I find it harder every day Tortured by feelings I can't erase But I will never forget your face You let me in I'll let you go Let me go Misery surpasses disarray I find it harder every day Tortured by feelings I can't erase But I will never forget your face