I'm still thinking of the darkest times in my life The lullaby you cried Teardrops in your eyes Looked at me without advice There was no chance to escape So I walked up the stairs I knew there will be trouble there And everything feels black When I look back You told me you regret But everything is still black I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past And everything feels black When I look back You told me you regret But everything is still black I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past I'm still living in the past