Spending nights squeezing into the trunk of your car
Like a body, but I'm not dead, just rotting
Shower curtains tend to give me the fright of my life
I check behind them almost every fucking night
I guess I hate you or maybe I just hate myself
I'm a child, but baby, I'm so tired
Cut my hair with a knife and now I look like shit
Does it get any different, or could this be it?
Don't ask me how I'm doing
How am I supposed to know?
The doctors say I'm done growing
I think I should go
All I know, I know is that I know nothing at all
I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall
Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before
All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it
Maybe this is just dying but it used to feel like being born
Just before
Spending hours just waiting for the time to pass
I feel stupid or maybe I'm just useless
What's the point if I fuck up just one more time?
It couldn't hurt, I'm already over the line
Don't ask me how I'm doing
How am I supposed to know?
The doctors say I'm done growing
I think I should go
All I know, I know is that I know nothing at all
I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall
Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before
All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it
Maybe this is just dying, but it used to feel like being born
I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired
I feel like a child, but baby, aren't I wild?
I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired
I feel like a child and I'm so tired
I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired
I feel like a child, but baby, aren't I wild?
I feel like a child, but baby, I'm so tired
I feel like a child and I'm so tired
All that I know, I know is that I know nothing at all
I'm the size of an ant and you're ten feet tall
Maybe this is just falling, but it sure felt like flying before
All I'm sure, that I'm sure of is that I'm certain I'm full of shit
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I know this ain't it
Maybe this is just dying, but it used to feel like being born