The word tragic means a lot to me I got bullied a lot as a teen I know to cut and I know how to bleed You'll never know how much it means to me My mommy said that God sees everything He knows I'm good and I just want to be Friends with these kids who are so mean to me Why can't you all be nice to me? Cute guy, nice face Wrong time, wrong place I knew in a matter of a minute His face was smashed His skin was burnt His shirt was torn in the dirt Cute guy, nice face Wrong time, wrong place I knew in a matter of a minute His face was smashed His skin was burnt His shirt was torn I know a ghost Good friend bad host Parents found out Cell phone left out Bullies get bullied Cycle repeating Bullies get bullied Cycle repeating So count So count me out So please don't leave I need you more than you need me You're beautiful and smart and kind While I am ugly, full of lies Like you and me were always safe I ran, I ran the fuck away Like I could be grown up some day God dammit God dammit I'm sorry God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry Well I'm sorry Oh I'm sorry ♪ And I can't be with you anymore I can't live like this anymore I can't hold your heart anymore I need you to go on without me You're always drunk alone with your best friends I'm always stuck alone with my repressed thoughts With my repressed thoughts With my repressed thoughts With my repressed thoughts I thought I thought That evil was young The devil was old And winter was hot While summer was cold But I was so backwards in my thoughts And I was so backwards in my heart And I was so stuck in a fucking rut It took so much fucking guts To walk away To end that pain To leave my home To break those chains And I was so backwards in my thoughts And I was so backwards in my heart And I was so backwards in my thoughts And I was so backwards in my heart And I was so stuck in a fucking rut