He died at forty-seven years old in his bed Where he laid for days Where he laid for ages She said that things have been hard The obituary was so dark It really messed with my heart I hadn't seen him in years I hope this pain disappears I'm so impulsive I'm so repulsive I'm so done with us I can't shake this off Fall leaves pine trees Lovely but when I'm angry It really hurts me it really hurts me It really hurts me it really hurts me I'm so impulsive I'm so repulsive I'm so done with us I can't shake this off Fall leaves pine trees Lovely but when I'm angry It really hurts me it really hurts me It really hurts me it really hurts me It really hurts me it really hurts me It really hurts me it really hurts me High school's the menace and I am the doctor Get really high and walk by her locker Say that I'm fine I know that he fucked her Made up my mind disaster is out there Anxiety is all I see It's in my bones it needs to feed It wants a friend who needs to die I'll be that girl I'll be that guy You told your mom you'd get home safe You broke your phone you know it's late But young is young and old is old So fuck 'em all don't do as told Take me home I'm so impulsive I'm so repulsive I'm so done with us I can't shake this off I'm so impulsive I'm so repulsive I'm so done with us I can't shake this off Fall leaves pine trees (I'm so impulsive) Lovely but when I'm angry (I'm so repulsive) It really hurts me it really hurts me (I'm so impulsive) It really hurts me It really hurts me (I'm so)