I ain't got no time for no money, can I do that shit tomorrow?
I ain't got no time to put no work in, can I do that shit tomorrow?
I know I been running out of time, I know I been running out of time
I know I been running out of time, I know I been running out of time, time
Give me a slap on the wrist for this one, I missed it
Addicted to anything and everything I lived with
I'm a child, toys inside my box that I don't play with
The day that I grow old is just the day I go insane, shit
I'm on one, nah, maybe I'm on two
You and all your friends mocking me from the corner of my lens, damn
It's safe to say that y'all don't want me here
So why did y'all invite me to this raggedy ass party
With these raggedy ass people, and this raggedy ass music?
I gave you my trust as a friеnd, so don't abuse it
I'm gonna just smoke my shit and enjoy my timе
I don't got to be friends with y'all
Said, "I'm gonna just smoke my shit and enjoy my time
I don't got to be friends with y'all" (Be friends with-)
I ain't got no time for no money, can I do that shit tomorrow?
I ain't got no time to put no work in, can I do that shit tomorrow?
I know I been running out of time, I know I been running out of time
I know I been running out of time, I know I been running out of time, time
I remember one time, one time, I was eating dinner, I think
I don't remember if I was in trouble or not, but, uh-
I don't remember if I was in trouble or not
But I just remember my parents being mad at me
And I, just, all around wasn't a good day
And I genuinely don't remember much about it, but
I remember we had, like, lemon pepper chicken wings, nah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, chicken wings or legs, I think both, I don't know
But I picked up my-, I picked up my- uh, I made my plate, you know what I mean?
And I went to go eat, and you know, um
You know, I don't know why but I just felt terrible when I was eating
You know and then, you know, I get up and I go to put my plate away
You know, I'm thinking I'm finished, keep in mind, I'm like eight or nine, maybe ten years old
You feel me?
You know, um, so I get up to put my plate away
But my, my parents, they want to see my plate first
You know, make sure I ate all my food first, right?
And then uh, my, my, my dad, he come over, he come over
He look at my plate and it's still lot of chicken left on the bone, you know what I mean?
And I can't eat that much because you know I got an eating disorder and shit like that
And that night, it wasn't helping at all
Because, fucking, you know, I was stressed like shit
I don't know why, but I was really stressed, you know what I mean?
So I was, I just couldn't eat, you know?
And my dad, you know, he picked it up, he showed it to me
He's like, he's like, he's like, you know, "You see all that meat on that bone?"
I was like, "Yeah," I was like, "Yeah, I see it," you know what I mean?
And, uh, my mom's like, "You wanna throw that away?"
I was like, I was like, "Uh..."
You know I didn't say nothing, I was scared as fuck
You know my parents, they yelling at me and shit, you know what I mean?
And then you know, um, and, my dad
These words I'll never forget, I love my dad, but I'll never forget these words
He told me this, these exact words, he said
"If my grandmother alive, she'd be disappointed in you"
And to this day I think to myself, like, yeah, I know,
I know, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's definitely a fact