I can not hold all this worry These shovels won't snap through the root From shoulders I watch for coyotes But some men are killers too Screaming tectonic pains make my head split Sunless days bring my hands to the dark Prickly pear feeling mind making me miss Moonlit rides and heat-seared walks (Pedal hard through ravine on flat tire Cactus pins will run you through) These hairs are gonna stay Left prints on the stage you'll find And I yearn for empty days Alone and safe (Whole world like a grave Nothing more than a place) I'll leave my home Shut the screen door Let the gail winds Knock me to the floor I'll love the hurt You put me through Because I love you