You know what?
Fuck Tomorrow
I don't care I don't care if it gets better
Constantly searching for nothing
I don't care what's to come
Anymore
Hang myself in the stairway
The most you can do is hear me
Swear I'll fucking down this cup
Of all my failures until my
Breaths slow
No hope
Stay the fuck away from me
And I won't play pretend
I don't wanna hear your shit
You all just want me to bite the dust
You'll pray to whatever god hears you
That I'll fall down
Pipe down
Shut the fuck up
And I just can't understand it
All I know is disbanded
Free me from your clutches
I don't know any other way to live
My own morality is lost it's in your hands
And just when I find myself okay again
I'm thrown back down another notch
Don't blink
Don't sleep
I can't think
Don't eat
Can't get more fat
I can't see past my own head
Can't believe this is real
God I need to cut the cord to
Life
Prey
Me
Mercy
And I just can't understand it
All I know is disbanded
Free me from your clutches
Yeah I know you've heard it all before
Still I'm needing more
I don't know why I'm still here
I don't know anything but fear
Fear of confidence
Fear I'll never see my kids
Stare at the ceiling
Never cease repeating
I will never find my peace
What's the point
In breathing
Kill me
Don't wait
For me
They'll know
I'm awake
Can't sleep
Plunge it deep