Running Through the confines of my mind I stumble upon a figure That resembles the plague you gave me I didn't ask for this Who am I They don't know me And I don't know me the same anymore They don't know what I'm thinking right now I sit and contemplate I got too much in my plate I'll see you in my dreams Awake Stockholm syndrome overwhelms me Let me enter you I lie awake I lie in wait For you to cut me loose That way I'm free to tie the fucking noose I have nothing left to offer you All I've got is what you've brought me to You took away the very last ounce of life in me I got no fucking fight in me So lock and load ignite it please Defy the universe I didn't ask for this They're digging up the bones Halfway through the eulogy The skin rose on my neck Flashback to the razor blades You know I didn't come this far To be betrayed and you'll regret