I dislocated both my knees
With five days in between
But if you think that's gonna stop me
You are wrong
I'm in love with my best friend
Who bangs a new guy every weekend
Likes me back but hates commitment
Life is great
Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
But hey it's okay
I'm not dead yet
I grew up in a christian house
And tried to make my parents proud
But I'm gay so
Not today, well
Isn't life just great?
But it'll take more to bring me down
I've been struggling to eat
I started in recovery
That's probably
The hardest thing I've had to do
I told my friend I was in love
We started dating
Then broke up
'Cause we're both messed up
And the time just wasn't right
Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
But hey it's okay
I'm not dead yet
I grew up in a christian house
And tried to make my parents proud
But I'm gay so
Not today, well
Isn't life just great?
But it'll take more to bring me down
This girl who told me she was straight
Whom I've been liking since 10th grade
Said she liked my style and asked me one a date
Like what?!
But I'm mentally unstable
And I don't know how to handle
The love and safety
That she gave me
I ran away
Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
But hey it's okay
I'm not dead yet
I grew up in a christian house
And tried to make my parents proud
But I'm gay so
Not today, well
Isn't life just great?
But it'll take more to bring me down
Yeah, there's this cloud above my head
But hey it's okay
I'm not dead yet
My doctors in recovery
Won't offer me therapy
Until I start to eat
If only I knew how
When everyday it feels like I'm about to drown
But it'll take more to bring me down
It's gonna take more to bring me down