Why'd you have to go so soon?
This shit is getting so old
You turned away from me and smiled
Like you painted your life gold
But it's all old pain, I think I'm okay
Just holding broken bones
But now you don't exist
And you'll never know what I know
Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear
Maybe next time
I'm scared
I've seen this movie and it lives in my fears
I keep it near
To remember the sadness and pain I've felt all year
I know it's not fair, I know I'm in the wrong
But I've hurt myself for way too long
It's not you, it's always been me
I've been fucked up can't you see?
Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear
I have a pain that sits deep
Though my faith in you it lets me fight
A thousand words
They're like paper cuts on my mind
On my mind
Maybe next time I won't feel so low
Maybe next time I'll think before I go
You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear
Behind these walls of glass I hear
Maybe next time
Maybe next time