Silent like a ghost, don't wanna be seen, I run Like a boy near fire, dripping with gasoline And the sun dropped behind your house as I pushed through the gate And quickly up the thin staircase Like I was running late Nothing looked like it was different, you were smiling, it was bright So much so I could imagine nothing changed and you were alright While I wanted to believe it, I was holding you so tight In and out of time, I feel it beating, the sun April's brief relief, relief is fleeting It hurts to watch you fade this way I'm moving to acceptance day Lost in the fresh bouquets We were walking down your lane, by a park we went when I was eight It took two or three times long, The cars were lost within the birdsong And I'll remember all the best Parts and I'll hold them within my chest Like the words of a song echo on and on Nothing looked like it was different, you were smiling, it was bright So much so I could imagine it was June and you were alright While I wanted to believe it, Sat up knowing on the night you had to go You had to go, you had to go Nothing looked like it was different, you were smiling, it was bright So much so I could imagine it was June and you were alright While I wanted to believe it, sat up knowing on the night