I get too obsessed
Thinking 'bout what I should wear
Sometimes I don't give a fuck
I'm afraid I talk too much
Threw my mirror on the floor
'Cause it made me insecure
Mmm-mm, uh
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em
I'm a little messed up
No, my truth may not be beautiful
But I'vе never been 'bout visuals
Don't care 'bout counting crеdit cards
Or picket-fenced white boulevards
It may not be pretty, but it's real
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
I get too caught up
Like when I think I'm not enough
Sometimes I don't go to bed
I'm sick of livin' in my head (in my head)
Swimming pools; they make me nauseous
Magazines make me self-conscious
Don't wanna be sad forever
But life's not getting any better now
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
(Something I never could get over)
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em
I'm a little messed up
No, my truth may not be beautiful
But I've never been 'bout visuals
Don't care 'bout counting credit cards
Or picket-fenced white boulevards
It may not be pretty, but it's real
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
It's just something I never could get over
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
May not be pretty, but it's real
And that's how I feel
I'm just fucking done at this point
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That's just how I feel
And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age
'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team
So many nights I spend missing all my friends
'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again
And that's how I feel