A world of illusions and apathy Inhaling deep but still can't breath Reality is raping souls again Shallow beauty of a thousand deaths One second of joy in life Won't heal the suffering Faces of pain and cruelty Covering the walls once built I wish the world would not seem cruel to me For a one single second of my life Why does this world not deal just fair with me? Carrying the burdens of an autumn soul Blueprints turned to black Given birth to a conflicts inside Souls divided in pieces By endless tears of disharmony Feeding the illusions Trying to grab the life Through the fingers it slipped away Names written in blood and fear Closed eyes, a dying mind Fading life, thrown in the seas of a thousand deaths Closed eyes, a dying mind Fading life, carrying the burdens of an autumn soul