I've been trying for days and for weeks, Trying my hard to make us mean But I'm confused by the words that you speak Whispering promises underneath When it's supposed to facing your fear Seeing the heck life and nowhere to steal Convince me that your love is not a trick Trading false hope for anything Silver lining, painted it black Giving it all, and taking it back Then feeling blue, and under attack Compromise is something you say Where there's a will, I'm sure there's a way What do you want? Do you want me to stay? I want a beautiful mess, but you I want a beautiful mess, but you Trying my very best, but then But I want that beautiful mess, but you I want a beautiful mess Burying spiders underground Something's been pulling me down down down down It's the air that I breathe Accusations utterly You've been trying for days and for weeks Trying your hard to make this mean You're confused by the words that I speak I want a beautiful mess, but you I want a beautiful mess, but you Trying my very best, but then But I want that beautiful mess, but you I want a beautiful mess