I remember long ago before my pain took all control Four years old sitting alone in the yard of my parents home So familiar was that feeling but somewhere I let it go Looking in the mirror but I don't recognize myself Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do 4 A.M., I'm staring at the stranger that says I'm a mess Sometimes it feels like there's half of me that I hide in my chest Looking at the pictures that you sent, they sometimes make me guess What'll it be like when we're old, will I ever be ok Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Doo-doo do, doo-doo do Praying for Rain that'll bring something more But I doubt it's what I'll find Haven't had a dream since I left behind what it's like in your eyes Spend my days Alone with the shadows raised Hanging on a memory Swimming out to darker seas endlessly until we fall asleep