I wake up with a heavy heart Don't recognize myself most of the time ♪ Empty stomach and cigarette smoke Life has turned quite fast ♪ I hide myself under the blanket Listen to sad songs all day long ♪ It feels like the perfect winter mood Oh what a start I had to this year ♪ I wanna crawl back in my shed How did I end up in this mess My life has been an absolute wreck I feel so lost like I'm falling apart ♪ Oh you're such a cowardly fool Crumbling and breaking every rule ♪ I'm trapped inside this endless loop I know what a shit show I have been through ♪ I wanna crawl back in my shed How did I end up in this mess My life has been an absolute wreck I feel so lost like I'm falling apart