That night in New Hampshire
Couldn't breathe
Didn't want to wake you
No need to make a scene
As I lay gasping
Trying to quiet
Gravel in the lungs
Did my best to hide it
Hide it
Hide it
That night on the coastline
Couldn't speak
Saw you turn in anger
Hate against the heat
Head bent in sorrow
For every shaking grave
The path I hoped to follow
Was the one I couldn't say
Couldn't say
That night at the river
Couldn't leave
Everyone smoking
Tugging at the sleeves
Shirt left on the bank
Falling to my knees
As my body sank
Anything to please
Please
Please
Please
Please