I don't recall much or not at all I stand up, you watch me fall I'm breaking, but only I can see And I can't get myself to stop Until my thinking switches off And all my sentences are blurring into one You phone me to get it straight Words are coming way too late I tell you what's been done It's my mistake No longer fussed at how I come across My agency is lost And I don't filter what I say And now my feet they feel like lead And there was something in my head Won't you take me back to bed And just pretend we never left? ♪ I'd be lying if I said I'm feeling worse than I expected Ask me how I'm feeling but your question gets deflected Tell me that I need to change Don't you know it's been suggested? It's still the same me but acting in a different way Behind the facade You know I'm finding it hard I wouldn't listen to the things that I said yesterday I was thinking differently And now my feet they feel like lead And there was something that I said Won't you take me back to bed And just pretend we never left? Can we pretend we never left? Cos I'd rather just forget So don't remind me what was said Can we just stay here instead?