All sounds good to me or so I say to be set free
But over time it eats its way in through the dome
Not in the moment but it manifests at home
Oh I give myself some grief on whether to back my own belief
'Cos if I do it's the wrong hill on which to die
And if I don't it's another chance that I let fly
If it's something I want; it's something I need
Still it always failed to get me on my knees
And if it's somewhere I never thought to look
Or one of these memories that at the time I mistook
Oh I disagree, always took what's in front of me
But over time I feel I've really let it go
By playing it off that I never gave a fuck at all
To the point where it now feels
I've got the arse end of the deal
Pushed about by my own doubt I'd do it wrong
It's just this overwhelming urge to get along
If it's something I want; it's something I need
Still it always failed to get me on my knees
And if it's something I don't feel is good
Then I'll exercise my right to switch it up
I changed my way of thinking it put me in the groove
With this positive of a mental attitude
But I have to admit something
It almost ground me down
Only so many ways that you can play this out
I've been holding on for so long
Holding on for so long, tryna see it through
Said i'd keep it joyful, won't be nothing blue
But after such a long tenure, had to take a sip
Could you hold on for 10 years and never lose your grip
I've been holding on for so long