I'm sitting in the window of my favorite little spot Breathing in, trying not to let my mind escape my thoughts My focus isn't letting my drink my tea while it's still hot Breathing in, trying not to think my trying is for naught Make up your mind, let it take hold Try to look tough so you can be alone It's all just fine, you will stay cool Standing your ground doesn't stop the fools Too shy to keep you off Talking is hard when you feel like a trading card Don't mean to make you scoff Wanting to find a different place a different time I wish it was hard to see I never thought I'd ever be something someone would want to see Wanting all the wrong things Been waiting here so long it seems this is the most I'll ever be Laying underneath the dancing lights of leaves above Cherry blossom moments are supposed to feel like love Heavy like a feather fully covered in syrup Thinking of the times he clipped my wings and left me stuck Another time I would let go Try to agree so you won't be alone It isn't fine, ready to fold Look in his eyes and say it's time to go It's time to go It's time to go It's time to go It's time to go Too shy to keep you off Talking is hard when you feel like a trading card Don't mean to make you scoff Wanting to find a different place a different time I wish it was hard to see I never thought I'd ever be something someone would want to see Wanting all the wrong things Been waiting here so long it seems this is the most I'll ever be (Too shy, don't be) Feel like a trading card Feel like a trading card Feel like a trading card