it's a hard day today thinking through a haze of regret and resentment a sentimental daze a dark february morning the rays of the sun grow cold a greeting without feeling the words senseless and old how do I go on like this when everything fades away and every thought I penned for each forgotten friend lacking luster growing gray today this was meant to be the last time this was meant to be goodbye it's a hard day today just beneath the skin can't find the words to say the meaning sinking in a cold february morning no light to warm my face sickening loss of feeling no love in this embrace how do I go on like this it matters less each day and every thought I send never making it in not a single word I say today this was meant to be the last time this was meant to be goodbye.